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Wide Night Sky
watercolor, ink
11 x 15"
November 1998
collection of the artist
Text: Sometimes I wish for a wide, night
sky to stretch out in.... My days feel too neat and attacked, like
parcels of time and activity. I miss the kind of flow that comes
from not planning the next piece before this one is finished. But
is any kind of sprawl possible when work is in the mix? I know too
many people for whom time sheets or job shifts are the only packages--
on or off, like binary. My heart hardly computes that way! It is
meant for rhythm, not regiment. Oh, God-- I find myself on concrete
streets, in seat belts, on metal chairs, and wonder where the rhythm
went. I contain creativity in hours or parts of days: Then I'll
paint from 9 to 10, or Tuesday afternoon I'll save a slot. How can
that honor the eternity echoed by creative acts? God, please help
me find ways to flow within the necessary boundedness. Help me to
root out and dispel unneeded restrictions-- especially the ones
I can feel but cannot see. Only you can lead me into right rhythm,
into the deeper wisdom within me. Guide me to the wide, night sky.
© Melanie Weidner
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